Thursday, April 5, 2012
Not All Smooth Sailing
Tomorrow begins my 30th week of pregnancy. Where has the time gone? I can't believe my baby girl will be here in approximately 10 weeks. Though this pregnancy has been somewhat seamless, this week has been a little stressful. I failed my 1 hour gestational diabetes test. And ever since I found out, I find myself suddenly tired and light-headed. Up until now I have felt really good this pregnancy. I have to wonder if it's stress, an over-active imagination, or if I do indeed have diabetes? I won't pretend that I have been a careful eater. This baby loves carbs and sugar. I just pray that Monday, when I finally get to take my 3 hour test, that I pass and can enjoy the remaining time I have left of my pregnancy. I keep telling myself that no matter the results of the test, I need to eat in a way that nourishes Josslyn and has me at my best. But selfishly, I really want to be able to eat what I want. Bottom line, she will dictate the 10 weeks left, just as she has done since I found out about her existence. And I will follow out of love.
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